This may have something to do with the time going by fast!!!

Check out my wedding progress

Well my countdown is officially on! I am down to days, really?! This has been so fast yet so very slow. I feel like I dont even remember what it is like to be with him home.. I honestly cant wait :D

I have been working on losing weight and have made some progress but I have come to the conclusion I have a problem. I know I can lose weight but I have no self control. I do so well and then blow it?! WHY!! Then my self hate comes into play and I get down on myself. Even though I have come so far I still think I am so gross. I wish I could just think good things about myself its something I really need to work on, Joey is so supportive and encourages me and always tells me how great I look I just wish I could believe him,

I just got traveling for the last time till he is home so now its a scramble to get everything done! I am redoing my dressers and would like to have them done before he gets home but trying to do them in an apartment upstairs with a baby is a lot harder than I thought! I am going to be spring cleaning this week and I'm not going to lie i'm excited ( how weird am I right)

Now off to bed i'm delirious from a week and a half of no sleep but it was well worth being with my family!!

Is it May yet????

Well it is now April and I cant really explain how excited I am to be able to say I will be in Joeys arms next month.

I shouldn't be down or sad but I cant shake the lonely feeling. I have no one here and it just gets hard being alone all the time. I miss him so much. I am starting to get anxious and realized I have SOOO much to do before he is home! Hopefully it will all keep be super busy so the time will fly!!